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Every time that I get in my car alone, I have to talk myself out of abandoning my husband and child.

Every time that I get in my car alone, I have to talk myself out of abandoning my husband and child.

 
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I wish you could say more, I understand being unhappy in a marriage but I would not leave my child EVER
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I totally understand.
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There are days that I want to run so far away, no one could ever find me again. And I love my famly. I wonder why this is?
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I did! I can never go back. i am sorry everyday of my life.
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Maybe you get these feelings because the "higher powers" are trying to make his wish come true.
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Someone please explain this last comment. And I know how she feels.
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Good luck, take more time for yourself!!!
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I feel for you I was married and left my husband and child every day had contact with my child but eventually came back after 3 months for my child now I am wishing I had the nerve to leave again this time with my child I really do feel for you the pain of leaving your child behind is unbearable because as we see society calls us worthless monsters but get the courage and strenght within yourself to leave with your child ,as you can see for me this is easier said than done
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It may not work one day that you can talk yourself into staying - get help.
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What you should be asking yourself is, would they be better off without you? That should answer your question once and for all.
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Just go shopping, overspend on your kid and huzzy, and toss a little drama his way. Sit back and watch him stress, it's cathartic
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There is never a good reason to abandon your child. To hell with the husband if it's not working, but if you leave your child you are worthless. Don't be worthless, please.
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Its called selfishness
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I'm bi-polar, and I understand. I have three children and a marriage of 15 years. Even now, with meds, there are times when I have to talk myself out of running away forever. They may not understand. But I do. Stay strong. The good days and times are worth the staying. *hug*
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What you are trying to run from will follow you... its not them, you are running from.
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Never ever stay in a marriage because of the Children, yes at the beggining they will suffer, however as time goes by they grow up to understand, if you do never ever talk bad about the other parent to the child. My advice is if this is an ongoing issue/situation, it is time to move on.
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Why is it that everytime someone is not "Happy" they run away. Stand up, be strong, fix it, and move on. People on America get so caught up on Drama. Anyways, I can't recall how many times in the last 2-3 years the word Depression has come up. I understand that people really do have depression but most people just use it as an excuse to get sympathy. When did all the kids and young people start needing sympathy. Grow up and learn to take care of yourself. Oh Well your having a bad week, month, or year. Get over it! Stay take care of your family!! You deserve to be happy but don't be so selfish that your child may have to grow up without a mother.
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Your child will never be the same if you leave. Hang in there, be strong, talk to your husband and try to get counseling. Your child needs you.
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Please don't do that to your daughter, take responsibility for your actions, you brought her into this world, you a******, she didn't ask to be born to you.
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Leave them as you are as worthless as you think and a bad parent to boot.
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you usually run to save something not destroy. But do find help befor you ruin your childs life. Talk to a consuler of some kind they can shed light on your impulse. Once their out in the open they aren't so big. You will regret it forever.
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mom?
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To all you negitive a******s. she didn't say she would leave she says she has to talk to herself to stay!! Who knows the sitution. Maybe her husband is a wife beating, cheating jerk, and she talks her self into staying because of her child. So piss off until you know the whole story.
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tell your husband you feel this way. something has got to be communicated better, and this is dire. I left my husband and two boys, I was so unhappy. I miss my boys, I see them every weekend, but it kills me how sad they are that mom isn't at home anymore. if your husband is worth the marriage, and he is since you married him, throw it out there. what do you have to lose?
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talk some happiness into your life
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cause you are a selfish piece of shit.
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Really sad
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To all the mean folks who left negative comments here, please have a heart. To the lady, I'm sorry that you have to go through this. I hope you'll find peace within your heart and continue to stay.
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I understand EXACTLY how you feel!!! But don't walk out on your daughter. It will lead to many issues when she is older. Trust me I know! My mom walked out on us when I was 7. I am now 26 and still have emotional and attachment issues. If you do decide to leave take her with you.
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