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When I was in 1st grade I use to take a girl with down syndrome to the bathrooms during PE and pinch her to make her cry. God will judge me now....I hate myself

When I was in 1st grade I use to take a girl with down syndrome to the bathrooms during PE and pinch her to make her cry. God will judge me now....I hate myself

 
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I did pretty much the same thing when I was a freshman in HS. The guy was kind of a smartass, so we didn't feel too bad about it, but we stopped when he became upset one day.
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ptttthh big deal.
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You were too young at the time to be judged, your attitude now is what matters. God knows you feel bad for doing that, ask Him to forgive you and He will. Satan wants you to hate yourself so you will not seek a relationship with God, do not let him win. God bless you.
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Judging yourself..thinking God is judging you...is just that..thinking. Your brain telling you something that isn't so. It's an illusion of bio-chemistry in your head. Be right here and now..not in the past. Let that go. Let go of the "judgements"..of any kind. You know better...you do better. You were a child and didn't realize.
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That's nothing compared to what we did to fat kids.
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Find her and apologize or at least send a letter. It will give you some peace. Ignore the idiots. They aren't man enough to admit whatever they have done wrong.
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Don't worry dude, god is a myth. No one is judging you except yourself, and maybe the little retarded girl.
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the person who sid "haha fat girl got picked on..." is sick. people with downs syndrome only live half the average life and you don't feel sorry? AT LEAST THE PERSON WHO SENT THE SECRET FEELS BAD ABOUT!! IT YOU TOAD!
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TOAD is a little harsh, don't ya think?
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1st grade...dont b so hard on urself...just dont repeat cruelty to anyone or anything including urself! now say 5 Our Fathers 5 Hail Marys and go help someone...Jesus loves you man!
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Maybe the person was referring to the comment about fat people and not about anyone with Downs Syndrome and perhaps you cannot read...
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^ if the shoe fits....
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I hate you too!
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Nahari: I'm going to Hell! I killed a child! I smashed his head against a wall. Gandhi: Why? Nahari: Because they killed my son! The Muslims killed my son! [indicates boy's height] Gandhi: I know a way out of Hell. Find a child, a child whose mother and father have been killed and raise him as your own. [indicates same height] Gandhi: Only be sure that he is a Muslim and that you raise him as one.>>Go to the Special Olympics and volunteer. Do this among those with Down's Syndrome. It is a way to fogive yourself and balance the wrong<<
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That aint nuthin close to what my neighbor buddy and I did to his little brother who was retarded....hummmm, geeze...maybe I am being judged now and that's why it always rains on my parade...
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Well...if it would make you feel better...we could tie you to a tree, and let the animals "pinch" you...
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Thanks again to the guy that did things to fat kids. I am thin now. I can't remember who I was though. Everything about me was wrong so I tried to be everyone but myself. 15 years later, I am still insecure, hate to be seen, but people say I am beautiful. I would rather never show my face again as live another day. So thanks. Teach your children to be bullies. You can have the world.
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haha fat girl got picked on...
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There can't be but so many offensive linemen and bases for the skinny cheerleaders.
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thats nothing compared to what i did when i was 13-15. Tezrian
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did you pinch her titties?
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Hey Tarzan, did you screw Cheeta?
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i still feel awful for writing all over a girl with permanent marker. it haunts me. I'm sorry Rose.
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Pretty bratty and childish, but your grown now so long as your behavior has changed You should just move on and forget about it. We were all cruel at some point as a child.
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This is a lesson to all. Once you pick up a load (in the form of performing the terrible deed), you get to carry it with you the rest of your life. You never really forgive yourself completely. The most you can do is try and compensate for it in the future (that apology or that requesting forgiveness letter). What you can do is never pick up that load, never carry that weight. Don't make the mistake.
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