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I wanted you to take care of me and protect me, but I was not ready, it hurts so bad L because I wanted the same things you did. I wish you could have waited L.

I wanted you to take care of me and protect me, but I was not ready, it hurts so bad L because I wanted the same things you did. I wish you could have waited L.

 
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Waited for what?
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aww sad kitten!
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hmmm... L is still waiting... and i'm suffering for it. She loves you still - i'm just something fun to do...
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huh?
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L I am sorry if this makes you uncomfortable, please don't comment. I just wish we would have had a chance when I decided I was ok with everything, I am sorry for all the fighting, and I am so sorry that all of this is to late to even be sorry for. I really really miss you in my life, it has been so long since we were close and I know that what we have is real. I feel alot of things I did not know how to deal with were not all my fault, and your so distant when we talk as though we barely know eachother. I want to send you back the necklace that you gave me, and maybe give it to someone else. The meaning doesn't seem important to you anymore if you even remember it, the way I feel is not because I need you and it is not because I am infatuated or anything other than I feel that I(when there is no drama) feel that we are right together and at peace. New Years was special to me bc that's when I knew nothing else mattered and by then it was too late. I miss you, and you don't miss me at all. You agreed to cut me out. I wish you could have waited for me, that is why I posted this. My heart hurts and all of this makes me look unappealing, but I don't even care anymore because I know you are over me and don't want me in your life anymore. I wish it could have been different. I still want you in my life, and I want to be close to you again. I will never have that again.
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hoohah!
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wow "L" should be pretty touched by the sentiment. Have you tried to tell them the way you feel, would they listen?
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"L" thinks your pathetic. They told me so.
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L still loves you
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me, me, me. wah, wah, wah. go out and do something! self pity is pathetic!
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^SO is your small penis...
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