keep on brother. you will beat this maybe even your self respect and hers.
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(Author of this post)I couldnt be myself... unfortunatly in long distance relationships you dont have much time with each other. there is so much distance when you live your courtship through phone and media. We obsessed and desired to hold each other. Even talking to her on the phone while she did laurdry or some various chore, I wanted to be right there with her smiling and folding and giving her a wink of my eye. when she broke down and cried.. I couldnt be there really. when she lusted and long for my special touch, I couldnt be there. When I meant my life was a nightmare, I meant finacially. I have debt just like anyone else, but i have dreams. I have dreams and goals that i made long before I we shared our first bottle of montepulciano. Long before the vortex of her aura kissed my every particle .
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(author of this post)It's not about maning up. Its about seeing that she is merely a projected image to push my into a better way of thinking. She taught me some very special talents that have helped me make a little money, and her voice pushes to strive to have something to finally offer- cause lets face it.. I;m not a bad catch, I just have to remember that my dream girl(muse of this post) is my own personal angel, yet she has much to learn in her own path. ONe day at trader joes i saw them 6-8 years from now. they were real people and not an illusion. they had just aged and looked some much alike.
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I can find hurders... thousands that are close, but the lady i am refering to is one and a trillion. retard!
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i have found in my own life, that people enter in not to remain always but to wake me up to my potentials. looking back i thank some that just stopped in for a day, but had an indelibable mark on me
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Manup!!
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That isnt her voice, that is your conscience telling you that you screwed up...move on
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Have you tried talking to her? Sometimes after being away from someone for awhile, and having some time to think, the outcome of the conversation might be better than you expect. Give it a shot, what do you have to lose?
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Nice teats.
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I can relate. I lost a good one too because I just couldn't be myself. I had too many struggles to deal with and so many bad influences corrupting me. Now, I still have struggles financially but I thwarted the bad influences. Unfortunately she is gone forever. I hope fate brings another like her into my life when I am doing well financially and am more myself as an individual. GOOD LUCK!
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maybe this will cheer you up. just think some other guy is probably f***ing the shit out of her right now. suck it baby, suck it baby, oh yeah thats it. lol lol lol
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kiss the "pope" you douchebag
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you dont really have to use quotations for the the word pope
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f*** the pope. The pope is a faggot.
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one day
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