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I was kidnapped, raped, ect when I was 19. They forced me to do things I would never usually do. I still think about everyday and i cry inside. I hide my pain.

I was kidnapped, raped, ect when I was 19. They forced me to do things I would never usually do. I still think about everyday and i cry inside. I hide my pain.

 
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I hope you're getting counseling for this. You should never try to get through something that traumatic alone. A good therapist can guide you to self-healing; without it, you could spiral downwards into deep depression. Contact your local county mental health department.
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^ good idea. You need to work through it. Also, I've noticed that the people that do the best with trauma are the ones that refuse to give any more of themselves to their victimizers. With help, you can choose to do the same thing. Yeah, there are disgusting animals out there. There are also a lot of good, caring people. Don't forget us and remember WE would NEVER do that and we love you. Connect with that mentality and don't give those beasts another minute of your time, your thoughts, or your happiness. Have someone help you to get to that place. I'll pray on it.
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How many of them do you want DEAD ?
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I'm glad you survived. Don't let them take more from you than they have. Not even a second of your time. Celebrate your victory over their evil. Forgive yourself for every thought influenced by your having been temporarily a victim. Celebrate every good moment in your life, even if you're half-blinded to their existence. make a point of it. Each time you do, it's a celebration of you.
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By continuing to carry these feelings you are allowing them continuing power. You must get help and take the power back.
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I agree with everyone! You must not let them destroy your precious life. Please get in contact with someone who can help you get through all this you are carrying. Remember the Lord will never give you more than you can handle. You are strong, be brave and do not let evil win!! Good luck and I will be praying for you!!
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mmmmm tell me about the ect part!
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Hey a-hole, if this is for real, this lady needs help. Keep you stupid remarks on CL
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I just need an address. And I promise you, they will pay. You could even watch should it please you. Just need an address or name...
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i have been throught the same thing, it takes time and alot of prayer, i will pray for you and the people that did this to you, that it may not be done to others, i am so sorry
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