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I think life is a sham and worthless with no meaning. If I died, no one would miss me. I never want to tell my kids for fear they would see the world as I do.

I think life is a sham and worthless with no meaning. If I died, no one would miss me. I never want to tell my kids for fear they would see the world as I do.

 
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I agree, don't tell your kids. They may or may not reach the same conclusion on their own one day. I hope you will consider seeing a professional - perhaps some combination of talk therapy and/or meds can help to lessen the pain that you feel. My very best wishes for your healing and for happy, healthy lives for your children.
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Dude, no matter how much we think our life sucks we're here for a reason. Just try to always remember that no matter how bad it gets and how much life sucks, you are here doing something that is making a difference in someone's life. Or maybe you are here for one of your kids when they are grown and need something. It's not just about how sucky life is.. it's about being here trying to do what's right while you have the chance. Just keep doing the right thing and it will pay off at some point.
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Hey I would miss You...
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You WOULD be missed. You have no idea whose life you have impacted that would miss you. Hang in there. Give your children the strength to carry on by living your own life. This is an enormous gift to give to future generations.
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If that were true why are you still here? What keeps you anchored to this world? Im going to guess your kids. live for them, be there for them, someday maybe be there for your grandkids. You may feel like life has no meaning and thats okay; but remember to them you are everything and they need you. Stay strong if not for yourself then for your family.
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Suicide is SELFISH! So is lingering in a depression when you don't have to. Do something with your life.
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^ "lingering in depression when you don't have to"? Oh I get it, it's like a choice, huh? Just like other people choose to be gay, or black, or orphaned right?
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kill yourself.
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Amen, bro or sis.
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there is enough death in the world why make more????????
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i HEAR YOU AND IT AFFIRMS MY EXPERIENCE
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Life is what you make of it. You have chosen to make it a "sham and worthless with no meaning." I'm O.K. with you doing that for yourself. I have chosen to make my life a fascinating journey of discovery and accomplishments. You might want to re-think your convictions.
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