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The only thing stopping me from using this is those I love. Why should they pay for my faults? They might not be enough...

The only thing stopping me from using this is those I love. Why should they pay for my faults? They might not be enough...

 
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You are reaching out for words to give you hope by submitting this. I would hope that you can wait out this time in your life when everything looks so bleak for exactly what you have stared: those you love. We have no idea how many lives we affect beyond those we acknowledge love. Stay the course knowing that you are saving other by not being an illustration and lesson to another that you can just give up. Take it easy and be kind to yourself. I am certain you will enjoy brighter days ahead, if yo can just wait. *hugs*
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Well, at least you're taking them into consideration. It is very important. It also sounds like you REALLY don't want to do it...which I hope you don't. It doesn't hurt to get help. No one will think less of you.
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that is a nice weapon...
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I wish I could give you a long-lasting REAL hug or whatever I could do for you. Everyone has faults. Maybe you're focusing too much on your faults (I'm just guessing). I'm also guessing that those that LOVE you aren't 'paying' as much for your 'faults' as you think they are. When I'm suicidal, it's b/c the pain of the current misery is so excruciating, you just want it to stop, and it feels like there's no other way out. Do you feel this way? I wish I could help. I hope you make it through this. Really, I do.
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^^^ Hi I posted the above comment yesterday. I know we're both strangers to each other and we will never meet. But I've been thinking about you today and I hope you are OK. Mainly I wanted you know that sometimes people really do care.
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Thinking of you again today and hoping that something happened for you - however small - that gave you hope or distracted you from your pain for awhile. Sometimes we make it through somehow, day-by-day. Or moment-to-moment. I hope that someday in the not-too-distant future that you are able to look back and say something like, "Wow. That was a horrible hard time -- but I'm glad I made it through it, because things are much better, and getting better."
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Please don't do it!
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please dont do it, I recently lost a relative to suicide by gun shot. I will never forget the scene I alked in on or the lovable person he was. We just wish he would of asked for more support and let us know that he was having a terrible time. He will be forever in my mind ad heart.
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