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I feel in control of my life when I control my weight. Everyone thinks Im this skinny naturally. I only eat once a day and if I binge I purge. I cant stand me.

I feel in control of my life when I control my weight. Everyone thinks Im this skinny naturally. I only eat once a day and if I binge I purge. I cant stand me.

 
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My sister is the same.. and it kills me every day. I wish I could help her... but she pretends theres not a problem. You need to know, the people around you will love you whether you're skinny or fat, and if they don't they're not worth your time. I understand it's a control issue, but have you either thought you're also in control of your early death this way? First, like pp said, get help from somewhere, talk about it. Once you talk about it you'll own up to it and you'll lose some of the hatred for yourself... you feel semi fake right now, and thats part of your hatred. Get real.
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trust me, not everyone thinks you're naturally skinny. i can spot an eating disorder a mile away. takes one to know one.
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true ^, I'm a bulimic alcoholic, I can spot em too. Your only fooling yourself and doing damage. I don't know if these addiction ever can be cured, just hope my kids don't follow down this distusting path.
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thank you for perpetuating a totally unattainable standard. those of us who actually swallow our food really appreciate it.
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does this work?
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Please get help.
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