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When I feel alone or when I am drunk I contact him. Within hours he makes me scared + I start crying. He f***s me & treats me like shit. Why do I keep doing it?

When I feel alone or when I am drunk I contact him. Within hours he makes me scared + I start crying. He f***s me & treats me like shit. Why do I keep doing it?

 
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Because you are a SCREWBALL.
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Your seeking love, affection and human touch. It really has nothing to do with sex. Unfortunately, you are trying to get it from some jerk who just uses you and treats you like shit. Don't call him, go out and meet other guys. There are plenty of men who are looking for the same. I was just like you at one time. I am still single, but I don't let these guys use me like a c*& dispenser!
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You keep doing this because you are stupid, now does that help.
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I am the same poster who suggested you change your numbers.You are a lot stronger than you give yourself credit for! I don't know your situation, but maybe it's time to move away...
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jesus girl, make like curtains and pull yourself together!
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no one can "f*** with your head" if you dont let them. Take responsibility for your own actions and behaviors. if you stay with him and keep doing this, you deserve whatever you get.
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find another booty call or someone else to talk to you when your in need.
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will power sweety. you need to find something to distract yourself when you feel the urge to call him. take a shower, read a book, well if your drunk that wont really work, but figure out something that will get your mind off of making that call. you deserve better than that. you have to really want it to stop befor you can make it happen.
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I posted this secret. Thank you for that comment. You sound like him. Why do u like to f*** with my head? Please someone kill me or give me the courage to kill myself. I want it to end.
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Because you are a whore who has very low self esteem!!!
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Get into AA, then therapy. call suicide hotline right now. You can have a better life. God loves you and so do I.
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Sugar Daddie offerer: You have no idea what she looks like. Isn't part of being a "Sugar Daddie" paying someone who's hot to be with you??? You are an idiot!!!
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Come on baby..I have always wanted a sugar dady. I will give u whatever you want
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Hello - I used to be you. One day very soon you will have enough and move on - that's what I did and I swear I lost 235 lbs that day. You will feel so much lighter, you will breath easier and the world will be brighter. Look for that feeling its coming soon!! bless you.
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The first poster said it pretty bluntly, but self esteem is the issue here. In short, you think you're worthless, so the brain seeks out people and relationships that confirm that conclusion so the irrational thought turns into a completely logical conclusion. (If you secretly think you're stupid, BAM, you'll end up with someone who tells you so every day!) A healthy self esteem is very hard to attain and takes a lifetime of work. Get help. You have to first decide you are worth it, otherwise you'll be getting crapped on for the rest of your life, because people see that you are down on yourself and then follow the example you've set for them.
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First of all, STOP drinking! Do not ever call him again. Think positive.Respect your self. You are better than that.There must be at least one other person on earth that you can call. Just do it! Good Luck!
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You are lost and I hope you find the strength to realize you don't need to hurt yourself with a loser.Only you can stop the self-abuse.Good luck.
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yeah, I do. how much money you goin' to give me to f*** my tight hot little ass while you grab my balls?
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Does he have a big cock? Or let me guess, low hanging balls?
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I'm a HOT college dude. How about you being a gay sugar daddy? =^)
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i want a sugar daddy.
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i love the candy, sugar daddy yummmmmmmmmmmmmm
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i want a sugar daddy!
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I agree with the poster right above. Break it off completely with him,total seperation.
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Change all of your phone numbers and DO NOT let him have them. Join a womans group, church, or seek counseling. Noone deserves this! Also, suicide is NOT the answer. I wish we could talk off of this website. I have been in that same position. Good Luck
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Have you tried counceling? Maybe a psychiatrist can help you find out why your attracted to such a horrible man. Remember its better to be alone than be in the company of a manipulative asshole like this guy your calling. Leave him and to Hell with him.
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Get help--Dover
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wow, there are really some crazy ass people in this world! to the original poster, listen to the positive thinkers on this post. they really have good advice to offer. i wish u well honey. love you and god bless u. u are in my prayers
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For the exception of a few people on this post; you people are f***ing pathetic. To the original poster, You are special and you deserve better! No drunk dialing! Lose his number he is a loser like most of the people on this blog! Self respect, will power, and you need to love your self most of all! Say NO TO SUGAR DADDY, he wants you to be just like you are with no self repect and low self esteem. Just look in the mirror every day and say I am special and I deserve better!!
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All of life is choices - the kind of lives we lead depends on the kind of choices we make. Stop thinking of yourself as a victim - you are choosing to remain in this situation!
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Nobody's problem but yours sweetie! Maybe you'll hit the jackpot and he'll kill you some day.
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You like drama, or you would not keep exposing yourself to high risk situations with high-risk people. One of these days it will really ugly, and you will really regret it. There's no point in telling you" Quit while you're ahead" because this kind of drama is what you seem to like.
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