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I'm tired of putting on my happy face when all I really want to do most times is step in front of a truck.

I'm tired of putting on my happy face when all I really want to do most times is step in front of a truck.

 
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Think of all those who would be devestated - including the poor truck driver!! bless you and good luck
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i feel the same way every day. one of the reasons i like living alone so much is that i dont have to pretend happiness or fake smiles all the time and when people come over i cant wait for them to leave so i can just be sad again.
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To the 4th and 5th poster. Thank you.
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I've suffered from dysthymia my entire life and have experienced periods of major depression. "Fake it till you make it" doesn't work. PLEASE seek some help. If you can't afford therapy, at least talk to you primary care physician about antidepressants. Some of them are available as very low cost generics. May your God be with you.
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what's worse is that if you do mention it, they think because you 'talked about it' that you really don't mean it or that you'll never really do it. i don't think it's a cry for help or looking for attention...for me it's a 'heads up' or just pure fact.
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Daily all i want to do is get in a car crash, or hit by a truck or something so it will just be over. i know i am a bad father, a bad friend and a bad person, i just dont have the guts to step into traffic cause i am worried it wont kill me
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i so understand!!!!! IF you only knew how well I understand. I don't know you or anything about you but I love you
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I understand. i really really do
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