I don't know what a MACV is, but I feel for them, and for you. I have to wonder, if you killed its parents, what happened to the baby though.
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Order was all, I was shipped out anyway but never sanctioned again. I did the mother, and don't need to know why. If you all cared it would stop. However you don't, so it does and always will.....
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The before and after has been worse on me. I don't sleep, I feel hollowed-out and empty inside, apart from you all, I feel most of you are sleep walking. Best advice: Never volunteer for programs, you will end up as a tooth on the gear that grinds humanity into dust. There is no hope, change or any other rubbish you are fed by the suits. The NWO is here! I can't wait to die and be done with it all, worm food for the ages.....
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Have a nice day!
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you just did your job bro. The evil is on the person giving orders.
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Sights,sounds,&smells flash my mind back to that time when I was a serious individual sanctioned to act with extreem prejudice. Now I realize there never will be any clarity, only smoke & mirrors. I'm alone with it all.
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I sometimes wish I were in your position but dont know if I'd be able to live with it. You are a hero.
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war is hell. My dad was in Nam and was shot and left to die in a rice field. He survived, came home and never was the same. He always sat with his back against a wall no matter where we were. My daddy left to go to nam but my daddy never really came back.
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My heart goes out to you. I worked with a guy who was a gunner on a helicopter in 'Nam once. On our assembly line was a lot of ladies who were from that area. He stayed out of the lab mainly because it would cause him to have flashbacks. Those of us who knew about his experiences were considerate of his issues. I never once heard or saw someone speak unkindly of him or to him because of it. If anything, we respected him because we knew it could have easily have been one of us. You have my appreciation and thanks. Keep looking for support - it's out there.
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somebody watch's to much t.v
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Yes, these actions do happen and are happening, but this person is not telling the truth.
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The truth is the blood is on all our hands (we americans) when we turn our backs or don't care what is going on we all share in the guilt! Most of us are too stupid to understand this, how far we have strayed from nobel beginnings
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Thanks, from one that turned from that path, thank God
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Five days upon him returning from Vietnam I married him. He came home changed. He had nightmares. When the story of Lt. Kelly hit the press he broke and told me of the nightmares. He left the States a virgin but visited prostitutes in Nam. He continued this after we married.It cost us our marriage and our children their father. Many of our baby boomers came home damaged.
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:( I'm so sorry that you were put in that position.
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He said he spared an infant. In English that means no harm came to the baby.
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i wonder if the same person has made all the entries here..
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god forgives you and so do i.
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This is absolute BS - Anybody that finds any truth in this is in serious need of mental health services
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to the uninformed ..... try reading the books air america, & the ravens for some eye opening C. I. A. shit going on in vietnam, laos, & cambodia.
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God Bless...
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f*** those commies. Good job. They were vermin. I'm sorry it's stayed with you.
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Looks like a silenced .22 Ruger
My coin - 10th Group - Never leave home without it.
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Were you with MACV SOG?
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Author here:
Sorry Bro's, no on both counts. Truly not CCN or those boys as they were way before my time, which was '75! It's a Browning Hi Standard HDMS .22LR, with a wet can. After 5-7 rounds the report increased quite a bit, had to swap-out for a new kit then. However, the din on the surrounding area covered it up. 1 to 2 yards max on my app, didn't trust it much. Always knew timing was everything. I had file job done on it, it was manual cycle for extract & feeding. This reduced greatly the report as the chamber remained shut during operation. The target was best entered though the "Gate of Heaven" or temple. Concealment allowed split-second crisp trigger pull.
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Military Assistance Command Vietnam
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In my mind you are a hero. People have no idea what actually happened in 'Nam. Only what the newspapers and tv reporters said.
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Thank you, not even Lee Harvey Oswald was what we were told. He language trained at the Language school in Monterey California. Collected his paycheck at Teasure Island naval Base in San Francisco at least once. He thought he was doing an Undercover Op, just like the guy who was convicted of killing Dr. King..... Ask that bastard J. Edgar Hoover in hell.....
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This is the author, I felt so much better after posting this, I broke silence after all this time. I've been to vet groups, where guys mostly whined about jobs etc., I thought to myself what losers. The bet most would fail to do it the second time, I was high or sleep deprived the majority of the time, almost 2 weeks total including off shore and active. I never confessed this to even a psych or anyone, no woman or family. I know I would have been ruining those relationships. I trained starting with watching meat ground up into hamburger, then shooting dogs, and worked up the a fake-out on a human. That was the first, full level. I was a stupid child-man who was looking to being part of something bigger, a father figure of sorts but faceless. I couldn't have done it without the local who drove me around for the pick-up's of the people. I still can't listen to 'White Christmas' by Bing Crosby, I just quietly leave the room or where ever I am when it strikes up. I was in shock until about 1992 or ao. They government types did a background profile and must have determined I was well suited to recruite. God help me, I still am numb. I slip into some sort of bizare Zen like state at strange times. Death will be may paradise, I wish I still smoked pot almost everyday, maybe I should take up that pastime again, it helped somewhat, I just hate all the damage to my lungs. I just have to push it deeper, though it out day by day. Oh yeah, the photo is not from 'The Turner Diaries' or racist bible.....
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By the way, the person who asked me to write you about weapon I displayed, well that e-mail address is not valid!
Also, a prize for the first person who can tell me what that weapon combo is in the picture! That person could pass the "coin check" test at a pub if asked...
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Try cooking the pot into brownies or cookies. It's a much better high anyway. Just takes a little longer to get high but last alot longer.
Thank you for your service to our country. I am sorry it damaged you but I really am glad we have people like you willing to protect people like me. All my Love XOXOXO
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This is the author, Thank you for your support, I assumed all I'd get was going to be heckling and the scorn of the unknowing. XOXOXO back to you....
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peace
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Sorry about the transpose error, the correct address is: apr201889@yahoo.com ! Wow, I don't believe it..! Am I the only other one to know what the weapon is, it's purpose is? I haven't seen that for almost 40 years! Unreal, I want to discuss this with it's poster. Pls write me...........................
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I see the truth of it, the lie was: 'Confessions of a Dangerous Mind', but Oswald did train here and the link is: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Defense_Language_Institute I happen to know he took some time off, picked-up his pay once, perhaps twice at 'Treasure Island Naval Base' in the San Francisco Bay. All four services are at the school, as well as other agents both gov't and contract. I believe the chance is better then not that the earlier posts are quite honest reflections of their experiences. These operatives are deposible, something Lee Harvey realized too late, he wasn't even "off the shelf". He was no more likely the killer of JFK, then the others feamed for Dr. King or Bobby Kennedy. Wake up people, J.Edgar Hoover was the puppet master. Decide which pill you will take, red or blue one!
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You make some valid points that should be considered. I for one choose the green pill. The one that allows me to still see the glas as half full, realize there are those who destroy either on the orders for modern day dukes and knights or as a fulfillment of their own desire to emptiness.
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Wow, I don't believe it..! Am I the only other one to know what the weapon is, it's purpose is? I haven't seen that for almost 40 years! Unreal, I want to discuss this with it's poster. Pls write me at: 20apr1889@yahoo.com
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The pic is from "The Turner Diary"
a must read says Tim McVeigh
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No one is getting out alive...funny how we think that we are more than a cancer covering the face of the planet.
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you people are crazy!
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Let the sun shine in.
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You weren't the only one. Operation Eagle Pull & Frequent Wind. We cleaned up the dirty laundry for the exfilration, wouldn't wamt the boys Langley to have to answer for the sins of our fathers. Their hands had the same blood on them, just not the guts to carry it out. File clerks in my humble opinion.
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Yes, MACV left the IBM computer main frames and reel tape for the Soviets Intel, they went after the agents of influence and all the little guys who ever dropped a dime on the Viet Mihn/Cong, NVA operatives when we left. Lucky if they only got "re-education". Thank you Kissenger, you putz! See ya in Valhalla.
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That was shut down in 1972 or 1973 if I recall correctly. A lot of personnal still referred to the complex as such, but it had another purpose.
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still able to maintain part of yourself-"good job"
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I call bullshit. It wasn't like that, and I know.
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somebody should retrieve their head from their lower intestine.
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been there, done that and moved on now just waiting to die. right or wrong still no regrets, i did only as i was ordered. men, women and children all were just as dangerous as the next. it was not for god or country, it was my way home. no medals given, i never existed.
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You made me remember something.In Arizona it is legal to own and carry a suppressor. Thanks, I'm going to get one.
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Former MI here...a suppressed 22 Hi-Standard...
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This still goes on, believe me. The real estate has just changed: Middle East, Africa, South America. We haven't progressed, just gotten better at lying and paying people off or whatever it takes to silence it.
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God Bless.
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I hear you brother - but you know it had to be done. G-d Bless.(US Army 1969-1972)
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I just worked at the Naval hospital during Nam and I have never been the same. Everyone changes.
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