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The only way I can feel sexy is if I have sex with different men. And for that short moment I feel good about myself. I want to kill myself the rest of the time

The only way I can feel sexy is if I have sex with different men. And for that short moment I feel good about myself. I want to kill myself the rest of the time

 
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nyc?
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I am a man. This is so destructive you are already killing yourself slowly, you HAVE to get help.
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Please get help before you get pregnant and pass this behavior on. Good luck.
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Stop the destructive behavior and get help!
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see a shrink...seriously...there is no shame in it, you'll feel better about yourself.
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Not knowing you, I would assume there is either a missing or destructive father in you past/present. You will need the help of a counselor, preferably a Christian, who will help you see God as father and replace your earthly father figure with the Father who loves and cares for you deeply.
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ACT NOW Get help. Help is out there.
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I hope you find love and learn to love your self first. I wish you well
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Not any men - just those that will help you play out the same themes again and again. There are plenty of good men out there that would nurture you, but you don't find them attractive for that reason.
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I'll have sex with you "the rest of the time" if that helps.
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what you are feeling is not sexy...take a look at that first and understand that the right relationship will give you a higher purpose and you wont feel that way again
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self esteem is over rated. Too many people are so self absorbed. If you are making bad decisions, then stop. Take it a day at a time. Forgive yourself for past actions and move on. Every night, look at yourself in the mirror and congratulate yourself for being a better person for another day.
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Do you want to feel sexy or Do you need to feel and be loved? I am guessing Loved! You need to Love yourself first and then you will stop this self abusive behavior. Good Luck!
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Why is everyone thinking that these kinds of posts have to do with an absent or abusive father figure?
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perfectly normal, perfectly healthy...
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I know where you are coming from. I had a lot of partners of both sexes, and it just got to the point where I did not know who I was any more. I went through a long period of abstinence, and I went to therapy and self help groups. My life is back on track now and I'm in a healthy realtionship for the first time as an adult! You can do it too!
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