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You hacked 2 of my email accounts, I am impressed. I have nothing to hide. You are the only man I want, no one will ever be what you are to me. Reach out to me.

You hacked 2 of my email accounts, I am impressed. I have nothing to hide. You are the only man I want, no one will ever be what you are to me. Reach out to me.

 
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^10... Weird. I've never had someone that close to being inside my head. This is my first post on this thread and honestly, my first post for quite a while. I found it odd to return and find your comment; whoever you are. It's not just the similarities in the factors but also the recent revelations she's had. No other comment related, except for the M reference, but yours and it was very eerie. Thanks for the contribution to my dormant paranoia. Maybe there is some truth to string theory, LOL!!
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wow... can we all say it at the same time? DADDY ISSUES? geez... u are the exact reason i have NO female friends. you are either 12... or the dumbest female i have seen yet! if you havent talked to him in a year, why would he hack ur email? move on.. and while your at it. grow up. real life isnt a fairy tale. i think your crazy and you need something more than Dr.Phil
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Hell, I'v been both at the same time.
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I'v been at the top, and I have been a lackey, what ever the moment calls for.
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By the tone of your comment I bet you're a lib. You put labels on people, and you think all their capable of is serving. I belive Lackeys can rise to have to the top. That is what is the best part of this country.
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Your all braindead lackeys! *apologies to the Lackey family who are actually good people with plenty of brains
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^ Over dramatic much? You sound like a typical, uninformed, know it all, but pretty stupid American. He illegally accessed my email! Let's call the cops! Don't try to play Dr. Phil if all you have to go on is 160 letters, your advice doesn't make sense because you know not of my past. Piss off Dr. PhAIl..
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So the person you love doesn't trust you, illegally accessed your email, yet you still want this person? Why? They sound like a creep. Time for some self respect.
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^ I'm not strong enough to :( I did, a million times I reached, I reached. I can't do it again. At this point, I need to know that he misses me too. I will not bother that man again until I know it's o.k. That's not a pain that I am used to.
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You madly in love with this fool. You'll stay in this shitty loop until you communicate how you really feel. I think you just need to call him up and ball your eyes out, if he loves you, he won't be able to resist, knowing you miss him this much. Show some raw emotion and break his walls down.
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He's never done this before, firstly, secondly, we're not together, which would negate any privacy breech in a typical relationship. At this point, yes, any attention is good, as we have not spoken in over a year, and need to have a long awaited talk to sort some things out. Romanticizing him by choice? Every little thing he does is magic...chalk it up to lack of information on your end, you don't know me, him, or our situation and your advice could not be anymore displaced.
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You are romanticizing this guy by choice. You enjoy feeling powerless when he violates your privacy. You do this because you enjoy being submissive to him. You think, any attention, good or bad, is better than indifference. Feel what you want but try to understand ---how it is working for you?
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Nope. This is a "just-in-case-uary". If it is, it didn't bother me, f*** an email account, I'm only bothered that he didn't leave me anything substantial to grab onto.
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Are you sure it was him though?
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^ Long hair don't care moment girl!
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M.H. are my initials. I'm done with confusion here. This place is death :(
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I tried to tell you who I am, but I was thought dumb.
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Yes, I do, I have wondered all this stuff about you, and I have tried to help. When time are good it's all good. Belief me, time will be good again, no strings.
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You get jealous and angry? Think I don't? Think I don't hurt? Think I don't cry? Think I don't wanna cunt punt b****es too close to MY shit??! Think I haven't had to learn to temper my anger better throughout all of this? Think about me ever?
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Those pictures are 7 years old, sent 7 years ago, 50 pounds ago. I asked for copies back in 09. Password is dontgetcut. Just ask me for what you want, as I said, nothing to hide. TRUST. We can both go back and forth, tit for tat, if I can get over your shit, don't hold my past against me. I did not know you then.
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This site is called "My Untold Secrets.". Where's the secret here? Just non-secret, non-relationship drama. Get a life! And lose the 50 pounds.
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^ We ignore bored troll honey..
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You sound like a stupid kid who needs to get a hobby. Stop being a tool.
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^ Maybe you're an idiot.
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So how do u know your email was hacked if no evidence? Maybe u making things up because no one else wants to be wit u.
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2 up, are my initials familiar to you? If you are who I want you to be, I would not ever intentionally make you feel like less than you are. I think the world of you, always have. I would love more than anything to tell you this in person, away from this place here.
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^ It's either one of her exes, or HIS. Boom! Freakshow know tha delio. Put your face into those words, I thought you had tha all seeing eye? Look b****!
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2^, you sound like some jilted love sick fool. You ride her dick every time she posts, and verbally abuse her like you're her father. Unstable and schizo much? ^How many love sick fools have you left behind? This one is bat shit crazy, gotta be someone you were seeing at one point and time.
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Have I f***ed your head up at some point and time throughout all of this? I apologize if I have, but you're a bit too obsessed with my situation, and appear to wish that maybe I wanted YOU that way. Hey, I'm not perfect, if I broke your heart I am sorry. Please forgive me, as you can see, I am madly in love with the man of my dreams. I never used you intentionally, but sometimes a rebound is in order. You really suck in bed, and wouldn't be a good rebound even if Dennis Rodman bounced your ass down the court and slam dunked the shit out of you. Shit happens! Let it go, your grey skies will be blue again in no time.
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2^you obviously give a flying f*** or you wouldnt keep answering all the comments that point at you as the problem. You have taken a website used to post secrets and turned it into some kind of pity pot of a love sick teenage child. You are a stupid child and should concentrate on more important things in your life than some a** **** that hacks your email. If that doesnt scream pathetic loser I dont know what does. But go ahead and be used piece of meat, maybe that is all you are good for.
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2^funny
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^ Wow kid, do you know how pitiful you look coming on here harassing people like anyone gives a flying f*** about your psychotic rhetoric? Must you post? Has anyone forced you to? Exactly. Stop stalking this place, go take your cymbalta, and for an extra measure of fun, stop being an internet thug, coward, and go harass people in person.
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EPIC FAIL
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You really brought him here. ADMIN, if you took this whole f***en post down I would not be mad at you. I made my point, arguing and pissing off has nothing to do with my original intentions of posting here. My laptop has been high jacked by mongrels. He's either seen it, or he won't, but this thread is no longer serving it's original purpose. Thanks in advance.
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The bar fight. Who's the little girl that body slammed dude twice her size? That would be my bestie. *wiped tear* So worth the trip to jail.
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Let's get ready to ruuuuuuuuuuble! I ain't seen you bare knuckle in about 15 years, I think a ring of the bell is in order. Channel yo daddy b****! Get her girl, get her!
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2^ We're gonna say it's one of hers, if it's one of his, god have mercy on that chick. Make sure you know who you talk big shit to, you do not want to be surprised when you find out. LIGHTS OUT!
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A youth like so many others that is obsessed with it self. A sad future these self absorbed beings have.
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That stalkers gunna get a EPIC ASS BEATIN.
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Enough, she's PO'd. Oh look,2^ the stalkers back. Shocker.
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4 up, b**** I don't have daddy issues, but you will have a busted lip and broken ribs for assuming to know anything of my character. GET BENT HO.
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^ I take it you're some fat nasty train wreck ass motherf***er who can't see tits, so he feels the need to beg women for tit shots. I'd be willing to put my address up here to invite you to bring your rapey bullshit to my front door, please believe I can shut you up the way your mother SHOULD HAVE.
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FUCKING LOSER WHORE, SHUT THE FUCK UP AND POST PICS OF THOSE TITS...
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The bar fight was the night I fell in love with her. A girl after my own heart. Who is the fool that's got you all messed up, I bet he ain't a better lover then me.
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^ You got a pussy? Sound like you fight like a b****.
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^Lol neighing, horse man?
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I don't have a technique other then win so I don't get my nose broke. Although it seems like I always end up neighing people in the face and kicking them in the head when their on the ground.
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^ Thats yur technique? You must get your ass kicked all the damn time!
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I just wig the FUCK out and I don't feel safe intel you're nocked out.
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I'v would love an epic ass beating. It's been a long time senates I'v spite up teeth and been nocked out with a broken nose. I have mostly given them. It would be humbling. In no way I'm not bragging, just saying.
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She da oracle man, say you belong to her. Please get at her, her misery is killing us all.
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I always knew you would come back. I never showed anybody your ugly side, I knew that I was responsible for it, and punished myself, by keeping it to myself. I protected you.
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^ Nobody that I've spoken to about you, would hate you, they know better. But then again, I've never had anything negative to say about you. I've always been behind you whether you were right or wrong, and kept all the f***ed up things that happened to myself. My own personal hell.
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You should not talk to other people about me. You talked me into a monster with a bunch of jealous hating people.
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ooo, what's your fight technique? Let's compare fight techniques and talk about how bad we are. We kick ass, dude. The ladies bettah watch out! XD You people are tarded.
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^2 yeah, I never thought of it like that.
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Dude, just go for it.
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M indeed.
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I'm digging!
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M
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^ She's been seeing things before they happen for as long as I can remember, if you are that dude, you need to contact her. 2^not an oracle and would slap the shit out of you for that and you know it.
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Oracle?
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I'm gonna black out soon.
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^ A must!! :)
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But a crotch rocket?
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I don't like to be tied to many physical things :)
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^ Fucking monks, man.
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I wish I still had my cell, and I knew it was you, I would so drunk text the shit out of you.
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^ I admire your big heart.
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You're going to have to prove to me you are who I want you to be. I am not comfortable at all here. Please just think about how hard this is for me. We are in the same boat, but I'm willing to do whatever I have to to get to you. This needs to stop. Prove to me that you are who I want, and I will grab a phone and call you. I've put my initials here, I've poured my heart out here, you need to meet me halfway. We have memories that only you and I would know about, put something here that will show me who you are, and I will reach out. I can see that I am not worth as much to you as you are to me. Time is too short for this.
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When will I meet you?
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I have so much to tell you. I keep trying to, but I am not comfortable doing so here. It's not going to come out right, I don't want to mess this up. You're going to have to trust me. Why do you think I never gave up? Why would I look for you everywhere I can? We ended up right here for a reason. I just wanna see you. I miss you everyday.
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Ask me anything you want? We both have our doubts, we must rise above them. I got you. It would be nice to sit and chat at the park or something.
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Tell me more, I at least want to land on my feet.
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I'm done with this.
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^ Fight Jean. You'll be in love again tomorrow.
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It's not even him. It's probably his dirty little towel head b**** setting me up again, just like NYE. It's never about me, it's NEVER been about me, even when it was, it wasn't. I've always played runner up to his flavor of the week, I've been thrown under the bus, I've been dragged through the mud, repetitively, all the while, I've been his shield. I cannot do this anymore, I'm fine being alone, I came into this world alone, my whole childhood was alone, some day my kids will leave me and I'll be alone, and I am o.k. to die alone. He seems to do fine without me anyhow, always have.
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She's hurt man.
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^ Shift your energy back to positive, it's this way because you are strong enough to fix it. Everything happens` for a reason, put your focus where it should be, eliminate the negative, the doubt. Practice what you preech.
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^ I cannot for the life of me understand why things are this way. I try to live my life and keep my karma clean, whatever I may have been in my previous life is nothing of who I am now. This is senselessness, I am so restless with it, it's a fine line between go for it, and why? My destiny is completely f***ed up, it should have never ever gotten to this point. He should know who I am, things should have progressed much further than they are, we should be settled, I should have had a kid by now. So much of what was supposed to be will not be, and here I am struggling to glue this f***ing picture back together. What the f*** have I done to deserve this, I will never know.
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^ Can you get through?
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I still luh you girl! You always got me, not goin anywhere.
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^ She's gone. You are obviously not who she wanted, just leave it be. All that she put here should let you know exactly who she is. Trolling on peoples emotions is just pitiful. Hope you sleep well tonight with your trolling victory.
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I'm sorry, but you are driving your self nutts. Why don't you give my initials. I will tell you if your wrong or right.
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^ I'm not home, at my girlfriends playing at the park, don't bother me please.
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^ Ring ring, I'm calling you.
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Death, death. This place is death!
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I'll stay out of the way.
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Let meet I will buy?
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I'm gonna be sick.
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I'm ready for a drink!
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That b**** ain't answered my calls since she found out I was here. When I said we are all suffer, I damn meantit.
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^ Is this gonna be a long story?
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I'm not evil, I just don't like to be f***ed with. Don't piss me off, and I won't piss you off. It's a very immoral world full of self serving b****es that lack consideration for other people and it pisses me off. I get trampled on every f***ing day by you f***head mongrels and there is NEVER anyone to do for me what I have always done for others. I constantly give in a world that doesn't appreciate shit and sometimes my head feels like it's going to cave in. Yes I am super sensitive, yes I can feel a room when I walk into it, yes I can smell characteristics in people and their emotions, and yes I feel like I have the god damn world on my shoulders every f***ing day of my life. I place others before me because it is my purpose to do so, and think of you, before I think of me, and the problem IS, that no one is ever thinking of me. My anger comes from not ever being given the same that I give, across the god damn board. Fuck my job. Fuck my life. Fuck you ALL. I can only be what I was born to be, but I am sick of the world walking over me.
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You so evil sometimes.
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Towel head? you pissed. lol
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Kumbaya my lord, kumbaya...oh lord, kumbaya :-)
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So..Dennis Rose acl, sad day in history..
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2 ^No one knows what's going on.
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2^ better?
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^ Let me fly into your lite,
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This love light that I shine pulls in a bit of everything. People get tangled up in it like crazy, but the one that it shines for does not seem to see it. In order to eliminate confusion, I have to dim it. If you want to see it, you're going to have to seek it. I will not let others be led on and feel the pull of their pain on me, as I block it from them, I did what I had to. You're missing it.
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Are you all doing OK to night? I have not heard for you all, all day.
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^2 you're twisted...get help.
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2^ hahaha, go bathe or something.
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^ Hey, we are peaceful! We shall not waste riot energy on such irrelevant tom foolery :)
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Coment 23 you've been identified.
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She realigned, glory to the almighty. Carry on.
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^ I can only show them, they must decide to drink for themselves ;) I'm just the messenger, but please tip your messenger for the delivery :)
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8^ I meant :-)
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So many others showing sincerity in return :) I've done all I can here, life is about to move forward with or without this being fixed. I'm bound to my karma, which is good, whether he is by my side or not. Someone is going to force my seriously unloved hand open. It's time.
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You scared everybody away with you chakra talk dood.
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2 up, everywhere :)
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14 up, you jealous ;)
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^ Working here??
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The heart chakra is such that once it has been opened, it beams a light that runs a thread of energy through all living things. We are connected to all that is, and ever was. We are one. It's time to wake up to the beauty that you are. We have no idea what we are capable of. Driving an open heart chakra is the equivalent of riding a wave everyday of your life, the wave of love, get high, there's no need for drugs :-)
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^ Detach your worldly mind son ;) It has nothing to do with me. The world is lovable if only it would allow itself to be. I am the world :) You people need to get on the train and out of your worldly delusions. I buried my ego long ago.
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^ Aw fuk, I'm just so damn lovable, someone please shoot me, get overyerself b****, you ain't thay hot.
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You should have read the poem...lol. very FLATTERING. Can you see my dilemma here?! FML.
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Nice song, he's smitten.
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I made my decision, but ultimately it has nothing to do with me anymore. You cannot grow a tree without nurturing it, water, sunlight, love. It's deteriorating, it's BEEN deteriorating. This is my hell. I have not reaped this, and at some point the light will shift where it can lay. Kind of how an electric shock needs and entry, as well as an exit point.
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We just want you happy, and you do need a guardian, you're recklessly scary sometime.s I can't always keep up being here. Just make a decision and stick to it.
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It's really a shame. I feel sad looking at your pictures now. I hope you're not sad. Hoping you took the out I offered.
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A sacred gift of heaven, for better, worse, wherever..and I would never let somebody break you down..
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I talk too much and I know it, I just don't give a f***! LOL :) <3
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I feel your flustered nerves, you have to relax. What can I do to help?! You're taking my calm away, and then my nerves are flustered too. I do not like this pattern, it has to end somewhere, like, here. <3
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It's not gonna get better until you attempt to understand her. She's not complex, you just have to understand her nature. The brighter the light, the darker that shadow casts. She's got somethings going on you may not be aware of. She doesn't require much, it's not hard to fix. You're going to need a face to face. Ask her about her father. It will only get resolved when you listen to what she has to say. Try not to disturb her balance, she has struggled to be what she considers normal all her life. She just realized she never will be, and has recently embraced herself for what she is. We all know that she's a freak of nature. She hates herself because she doesn't feel like anyone understands her, gotta be a mad place, ya know? I think if you knew what you do to her, you would see things differently. You can get to a place in her heart that the rest of us don't have access to. Use that power wisely.
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I'm going to be carried home either way. We're done destroying this thread, it's been real! Literally. lol. I ask that my words that may have offended be wiped away from here, for I am human, as are you. Tomorrow s gone, today slips away, and tomorrow awaits. To go out, you must first go in. Find stillness, and you will discover your path. Life is beautiful. Namaste' friends :)
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