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I can't stand the sight of my own reflection. I wish my mom would have aborted me so I wouldn't have to live in agony. I hate god for putting me on this earth.

I can't stand the sight of my own reflection. I wish my mom would have aborted me so I wouldn't have to live in agony. I hate god for putting me on this earth.

 
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When I was in my teens I felt the same way. Nothing made sense to me. As you age and mature you will feel better about yourself. What put me on my first brighter path was spending 3 years in the Army. With today's wars, I would suggest the Navy. You will be far safer and you will travel the world while getting paid to do it. I was living in Germany at age 22. How many kids that age can ever say that?
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well, dear child god has a plan for us all. you and either sit and be sorry for yourself or figure out what he meant for you to do. i hope you choose the later... good luck.
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Life sucks, and that's a fact. If your un-happy about something than change it. I hope things get better for you, and that you find your way in life.
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Sometimes life is hard, but you have something to do on this planet while you are here. Stop talking about death. Find your purpose.
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^^^2nd post. So god has a plan but we are supposed to figure out what that plan is supposed to be? In reality, isn't that nothing more than figuring out what is best for ourselves? If it is God's plan, and he is all=knowing. He should just figure our future out for himself.
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^God is you and me. Perspective throws us offf.
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dont you know its alot pf pressure when you tell someone to find their purpose? thats not easy! its stressful and its what puts most people in misery for the majority of their life! stop telling people that. happiness is just fleeting moments in time, those are what you need to relish. go out in nature and observe and appreciate nature and youll feel better. because it just IS and thats all there is.
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^It is hard but worthwhile. People tend to languish without a meaning to their lives beyond gratification. We need tape to string together those fleeting moments of happiness into a cohesive story that makes us make sense. Natural settings help in this a lot. It's not my prescriptive advice, just the way most people are wired.
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I often feel the same way.My Mom gave me away like a puppy. To a pedophile and an drunk.I have never had a decent relationship.It wont be too much longer, I hope.I'm 46.
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