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I pretend to be happy all the time, so nobody will know how depressed I am. For as long as I can remember, I just want to die & be done with the pain.

I pretend to be happy all the time, so nobody will know how depressed I am. For as long as I can remember, I just want to die & be done with the pain.

 
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me too. really pisses me off when people say suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. clearly they have no idea what true depression is, not temporary thats for sure
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common man...killing yourself is for loser,before thinking about killing yourself,take a trip to a local hospital and see how other peps fight for their lives..and you wanna kill yourself..sound like you need a real friend,go out and find you one, open up and comuticate with other,don't be afraid of how other think of you(no one paid your bills)cause only when you open up and let other in ,those are there for you that is your friends...good luck...live your life..live ..live a happy one..you dont know how is the other side ,is there heaven?..no one know.
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I feel like that sometimes too. Sometimes for long periods, and yeah I've contemplated suicide. It's always the weird things that make me change my mind. Like, who would find me? How would that effect the rest of their life? Who would blame themselves for not knowing how sad I was? I don't think it's so strange to look for a way out of pain but think of who you'll be passing the pain to.
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So now you have reached the bottom. No where to go but up? If you truly have reached the end, then you have absolutely nothing to lose from taking advantage of what life has to offer. Before you take your life, go enjoy it for a bit first. Fuck everybody. Fuck everything. Fuck the consequences. Go forth and explore the world.
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ditto
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Double ditto.
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Why couldn't you breathe through your nose ?Bad cold or some type of growth blocking the nose passages ? Either way, that would be horrible. Tell us and maybe someone will know something that may help. Glad you really didn't think about ending it....Those poor cooked lobsters look like they've had it....Don't let that be you. Please.
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Awww, thank you for the concern. Even sick I wouldn't hesitate to take on a hundred cooked lobsters! A cold of some type inflamed my sinuses. The left sinus was having allergic mucous production. The right was clear sometimes, but if I tilted my head the wrong way it would fill up with the left-side mucous, and the left side would quickly pack itself closed again, thus creating a strong seal that salty water couldn't budge. Now the mucous is congealing into wads of yellow phlegm and moving which means I'm in the 'being able to nose breathe but hacking furiously' stage. Trying garlic honey tomorrow since the ice cream method failed.
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You should think of death as your buddy, your just in case option. Meanwhile, step out of your comfort zone, take chances, do things you never thought you would do, experiment, break down doors, push open the windows, you have nothing to loose except a life of misery. AND you allways have a way out. If you need it. Eventually you will find your joy, and the joy in every day that you live. I spend a lot of time with old folks, the thing they complain about the MOST is all the things they DIDN'T do. Mostly because they were afraid. I learned a thing or two from those wisened souls. Live on through death.
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^2 Thank you for the graphic explanation of your bodily fluid problems. Try the 25 cent vaccuum at the gas station. Ought to clear your sinuses right out!
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The world sucks, strangers don't want to know you, and even people who care about you are way too busy to show it. Just remember these two related thoughts, when you're dead, there is no difference between 20 years and 80. When you're dead, nothing happens, and while you live strange things may still occur. Besides, wouldn't it just be your luck that you offed yourself the day before the zombies rise? Not that you'd care of course, you'd be fresh zombie! hahaha
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The post above is another down on the world putz who blames everyone else.
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Ditto again.
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I know this sounds retarded, but really change your diet. Eat healthy and see how much better you feel. Also do things you would normally not do (positive things).
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3^ Actually I was just sick and cranky when writing that. Not being able to breathe through my nose makes the world seem terrible.
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OK, that's better.
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