my life, i feel as though i'm in a hurricane, and have been for some time now. surrounded by people with no real connection, invisable.

Gizmo, you have been gone almost 10 yrs and I miss you so much. And now I can not find your picture. I hope you still love me.

I think I may have cancer. I am only 41. redoing all the tests....so scared...i dont want to die. my dhea is 600% over, my white cell count is so high..alone.

I want to record my wife when we are alone and how she talks to me. Everyone thinks she is sweet n nice, no one knows how badly she treats me when we are alone.

we keep tryint to have a baby and it seems it will never happen...but people who dont even want kids keep getting pregnant....what are we doing wrong?!?